I do not know what to think now. I remember the things I said about wanting everything to be ruined, but I do not think I really meant it. I do not want all of the buildings and roads back and really would like more flowers around the city but I do not want people to not have homes.
I remember in Leaders garden I did not think that anything so bad could happen ever. There are a lot more bad things in the world than there should be. But in the end it was because of everyones goodness that the fighting is all over right? That is what it felt like. So that must mean there is more good than bad or at least the good part is stronger.
i do not want to be mad at Leader anymore. If he died i would never get to say sorry. I am going to say it the next time I see him. I will forgive him too. I still love him. Even if he hurt some sisters before. I have hurt people before too. i think everybody has. i will say sorry to Ionia too.
It is no good to just go back to the garden. That will not stop there being bad things in the world. I will still remember it all. Maybe if I stay here I can add my goodness to everyone elses goodness and we will keep winning against the bad things.
Is that how things really work? I do not know. Even though I have learned a lot more than I knew when I was just a pikmin there are still a lot of things I do not know yet. There are some things I wonder that I am not sure if it is possible to ever know. But I am okay with not being the smartest. I just want for the world to be a good place. I just want to know how to help make that happen.
I am very tired so I think I will sleep for a little bit.