up towards that something beautiful

Dec 19, 2005 12:44

wake up calls and reality checks are always nice.
i get them quite often, to keep me grounded.
they always find me. i cannot escape them.
i dread them.
but, as soon as they are over
and i have learned from them,
i am grateful.

cannot wait for new years.
see y'all soon.
much love.

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bio_stilettoes December 20 2005, 06:15:15 UTC
I get reality checks often, but I still find my head in the clouds somehow... *puzzled*

but the one reality check I'm most grateful for is making me feel like I'm carrying around a bowling ball that gets bigger every day that I won't be able to hold for another 4 months... but I get a sneak preview of it on the 28th!!!
(you'll have to read my journal entry on the 25th of September...)

and I hope that you're going to have a lovely and fantastic christmas and happiest new year!

much love,

Miss Megan

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puddlewondrful December 20 2005, 19:10:49 UTC
congratulations! that is wonderful news!
boy or girl???
i hope you have a beautiful christmas and the happiest of new years.
take care.

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bio_stilettoes December 21 2005, 20:25:44 UTC
:)

My fiance and I won't know what it's going to be until a week from today. But I'm hoping for a girl... I'm personally over the whole baby boy scene... I've got 4 half-brothers ranging in age from 7 to 3 months old. (My little sister was born in 1988, so it's been a while since it was the time of the pink and yellow clothes, barbie and my little pony and little pigtails and braids.)

but I will make a photopost in my lj as soon as I get the ultrasound pictures... *excited*

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puddlewondrful December 22 2005, 20:42:43 UTC
that would be wonderful. i cannot wait to see that picture!
take care of yourself during these important months. i have no doubt you will.
again, congratulations!

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bio_stilettoes December 23 2005, 17:21:29 UTC
I'm trying to take care of myself the best I can... it's just hard when you're working full-time and people are telling you what to do with your baby and your life. It's very depressing and they don't know that if an abortion would have made me crumble, carrying the baby to term and then giving it to someone else to raise would destroy me and my fiance.

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