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I believe that a majority of my friends are making poor decisions.
Specifically myself, but we'll get to that.
I just see people making not only self destructive decisions... but decisions that are also destructive to their friends which also go against their own advice to their friends.
I know you may feel this is not an apropriate medium to talk about this, but it's my journal to vent so suck it up.
I feel like I've made some mistakes personally in the past few weeks. I can fuck with my own emotions all I want, but when it comes to other people thats where I get in trouble. I guess I just didn't expect to be
liked so much. However I know that this is a public journal and he reads it so it's best to be discussed personally rather than publically. However to my friends that I haven't been able to talk to about it... that's how I've been feeling. It's the best way I can put it for now.
So Mission is having auditions next weekend. That's fucking scary. For as long as I've been in the troupe it's been the 11 of us. We're connected even when it was with the oldies there. Now we are going to have NEW people. I'm so excited! But really worried about the process, especially cause I'm in producer position now.
I was a bitch last night and I'm sorry. I just got 2 hours of sleep, worked from 8-2, rehersed from 2 till 5:00, rehersed from 6-the show. Had the show from 8-10, and then notes. I didn't want to be spoken to or touched by the end of the night. It's exactly one week till my period.
AWESOME. Flowers, chocolate, and sappy movies are welcome.
I am so happy that after my performance today, I have NOTHING to do. I am going to come home here and just chill out.
Oh, and I love the MSN commercials. I'm cheezy, I know.
So, in conclusion watch what you do and who's life you affect.
Got that Shannon?
Love,
The Pot calling the Kettle black.
Specifically myself, but we'll get to that.
I just see people making not only self destructive decisions... but decisions that are also destructive to their friends which also go against their own advice to their friends.
I know you may feel this is not an apropriate medium to talk about this, but it's my journal to vent so suck it up.
I feel like I've made some mistakes personally in the past few weeks. I can fuck with my own emotions all I want, but when it comes to other people thats where I get in trouble. I guess I just didn't expect to be
liked so much. However I know that this is a public journal and he reads it so it's best to be discussed personally rather than publically. However to my friends that I haven't been able to talk to about it... that's how I've been feeling. It's the best way I can put it for now.
So Mission is having auditions next weekend. That's fucking scary. For as long as I've been in the troupe it's been the 11 of us. We're connected even when it was with the oldies there. Now we are going to have NEW people. I'm so excited! But really worried about the process, especially cause I'm in producer position now.
I was a bitch last night and I'm sorry. I just got 2 hours of sleep, worked from 8-2, rehersed from 2 till 5:00, rehersed from 6-the show. Had the show from 8-10, and then notes. I didn't want to be spoken to or touched by the end of the night. It's exactly one week till my period.
AWESOME. Flowers, chocolate, and sappy movies are welcome.
I am so happy that after my performance today, I have NOTHING to do. I am going to come home here and just chill out.
Oh, and I love the MSN commercials. I'm cheezy, I know.
So, in conclusion watch what you do and who's life you affect.
Got that Shannon?
Love,
The Pot calling the Kettle black.