this is so hard
So my mom told me today that Liz my neighbor and best friend growing up got married last weekend.
When i heard that I felt like punching myself in the head. We grew up next door to each other since birth, she was only a year older then me. Her mom not only was the one to give my mom the idea of naming me Hannah but she was always so supportive and concerned about me.
She died suddenly in April.
Liz was ALWAYS closest with her mom, she never really got along with her dad.
It kills me. I've tried so hard the last few months to let Liz know that I am there for her and I love her. But all shes done is ignore me or act like shes okay, when I feel like I'm the only one that knows shes not.
She told me about a momth ago that her and her boyfriend Keith were engaged. But she had no date... nothing. I just hoped they would be engaged for 5 years and finally realize its not gonna work. But i was wrong.
That was the last thing she needed, to just be cut off from the world.
I dont know what to do. I feel completely lost.
All I've wanted to do is save her.
When i heard that I felt like punching myself in the head. We grew up next door to each other since birth, she was only a year older then me. Her mom not only was the one to give my mom the idea of naming me Hannah but she was always so supportive and concerned about me.
She died suddenly in April.
Liz was ALWAYS closest with her mom, she never really got along with her dad.
It kills me. I've tried so hard the last few months to let Liz know that I am there for her and I love her. But all shes done is ignore me or act like shes okay, when I feel like I'm the only one that knows shes not.
She told me about a momth ago that her and her boyfriend Keith were engaged. But she had no date... nothing. I just hoped they would be engaged for 5 years and finally realize its not gonna work. But i was wrong.
That was the last thing she needed, to just be cut off from the world.
I dont know what to do. I feel completely lost.
All I've wanted to do is save her.