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Okay! so, finally time for an actual update....
Work sucks. They've been giving me nothing but crap hours at Woodbridge... Saturday I have my driving class from 9 to 3 and then I've got work from 4 to 10:30.... which is closing... I said I'd never close in Woodbridge again but of course I'm a pushover... ergh... I'm really starting to hate my job... and I hate working in Woodbridge... I just don't like the mall that much... And it's not like I applied at woodbridge or anything. I work in Menlo! I want to work in Menlo! But they're giving me nothing there... not enough hours, they say. If they don't need me, why should I stick around there? I need money to pay for car insurance and crap... ergh. I'm just tired of it. I'm not good at working at motherhood, they won't give me hours... what's the point of keeping this job? I hate corporate.
But anyways, life isn't too bad otherwise... I've been extremely moody lately, but hopefully that'll pass soon. I'm getting tired of getting upset over every little thing. It's exhausting.
I should really be doing my acting homework right now. I need to practice my performance for Wednesday... and analyze myself... hopefully I can convince dan to help me with that one tomorrow... I suck at analyzing myself... especially when I'm moody. lol.
meh. school is freaking me out for no reason... I'm starting to kick into overachiever mode, but I feel as if I don't have an outlet for it... My english class... I did all the homework already, and I suck at analyzing literature, especially Angels in America which is the weirdest play I've ever read, so... there's not much more I can do for that... Math homework is done.... All I've got left is History and Acting. Acting is rough, and History is just reading.... I guess I'm mostly nervous about English and Acting... those are probably going to be my hardest classes this semester... aka: the ones I freak out about. Hopefully, I'll have a little bit of fun with something this semester, but I'm not counting on anything. But then again, I have this tendency of getting myself all worked up over nothing. grar on the moodiness of me.
I want to go shopping... but I shouldn't. I really need to save, considering the lack of working I've been doing lately. *sigh* Well, I've still got my Christmas and my birthday money... so yeah... I'm gonna go shopping... Friday, I guess... I want to buy something new for Valentine's Day. :D hehe. I saw something I liked at New York and Company.... I just have to figure out who I should take with me. Shopping alone makes me depressed.
Anyways... I'd better go get started on some more of that homework... meh. Wish me luck on my Acting stuff. I'm sure gonna need it....
~Marie
Work sucks. They've been giving me nothing but crap hours at Woodbridge... Saturday I have my driving class from 9 to 3 and then I've got work from 4 to 10:30.... which is closing... I said I'd never close in Woodbridge again but of course I'm a pushover... ergh... I'm really starting to hate my job... and I hate working in Woodbridge... I just don't like the mall that much... And it's not like I applied at woodbridge or anything. I work in Menlo! I want to work in Menlo! But they're giving me nothing there... not enough hours, they say. If they don't need me, why should I stick around there? I need money to pay for car insurance and crap... ergh. I'm just tired of it. I'm not good at working at motherhood, they won't give me hours... what's the point of keeping this job? I hate corporate.
But anyways, life isn't too bad otherwise... I've been extremely moody lately, but hopefully that'll pass soon. I'm getting tired of getting upset over every little thing. It's exhausting.
I should really be doing my acting homework right now. I need to practice my performance for Wednesday... and analyze myself... hopefully I can convince dan to help me with that one tomorrow... I suck at analyzing myself... especially when I'm moody. lol.
meh. school is freaking me out for no reason... I'm starting to kick into overachiever mode, but I feel as if I don't have an outlet for it... My english class... I did all the homework already, and I suck at analyzing literature, especially Angels in America which is the weirdest play I've ever read, so... there's not much more I can do for that... Math homework is done.... All I've got left is History and Acting. Acting is rough, and History is just reading.... I guess I'm mostly nervous about English and Acting... those are probably going to be my hardest classes this semester... aka: the ones I freak out about. Hopefully, I'll have a little bit of fun with something this semester, but I'm not counting on anything. But then again, I have this tendency of getting myself all worked up over nothing. grar on the moodiness of me.
I want to go shopping... but I shouldn't. I really need to save, considering the lack of working I've been doing lately. *sigh* Well, I've still got my Christmas and my birthday money... so yeah... I'm gonna go shopping... Friday, I guess... I want to buy something new for Valentine's Day. :D hehe. I saw something I liked at New York and Company.... I just have to figure out who I should take with me. Shopping alone makes me depressed.
Anyways... I'd better go get started on some more of that homework... meh. Wish me luck on my Acting stuff. I'm sure gonna need it....
~Marie