Jan 03, 2006 03:12
Another restless night.
I cant seem to sleep anymore.
So Austin called me.
And i was clam but i was screaming inside.
I dont get how he can just be so ok with all this.
Heh,The conversation lasted about 10 min.
Then he said i'm gonna go and that was it.
I see him wensday,I wonder whats gonna happen.
If he'll ever call me although i told him not to.
All i want is for him to call me and tell me this is all wrong.
Buut i know Austin,He is not one to do somthing radical.
What is best is best he does not listen to his heart.
But then again i dont know what his heart is saying
so i would not know if he is or not..sigh.
Saterday is get to see Robert!
We might go to the beach or somthing.
School is in two days.Ew.
Blah later