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Monday my mom and sister had off.
So i layzed around for awhile.
And the plans where for me to go to the mall with Michael.
Buut my dad and pop pop's and the whole freakin family
disisde to come over...Heh they stay till forever.
So i could not go to the mall..=[ oh well.
I've had a bad past cupple days.
Pretty much Austin probs again..
Buut i did somthing VERY hard but maybe it will
be better in the end.Pretty much i noticed
he was happyier when we were not talking as much
cause he did not have to 'deal' with my crap.
And i'll admit that i'm dramatic cause he was my first
love and thats hard to get over.buut i'm not like him.
I do STUPID stuff that affects him too.
But i know that all i want is him to be happy,
So i wrote him a message on MS.
Explaining how i feel and why i think it's
best we no longer talk.and that i switch churchs.
And that i'm sorry for everything and that he'll
always be my bestfriend,But bestfriend do whats best
for thier friend,Annd me not being in his life would
be best for himm...i was like balling all night.
And still start to when i think to much about it.
Well tonight my sister is taking me and Michael
down to the winter park village to hangout.
And then tomorrow hopefully Chelsea is going to the mall with me
Then my mom is going to take us out to eat of her lunch brake.
Then home and she is going to spend the night
and we are going to have a 'girls night out' kinda thing lol.
it should be fun..and then i think my mom is making me go
to some new years eve party with her at some ladys house.
Geezzz....
<3
So i layzed around for awhile.
And the plans where for me to go to the mall with Michael.
Buut my dad and pop pop's and the whole freakin family
disisde to come over...Heh they stay till forever.
So i could not go to the mall..=[ oh well.
I've had a bad past cupple days.
Pretty much Austin probs again..
Buut i did somthing VERY hard but maybe it will
be better in the end.Pretty much i noticed
he was happyier when we were not talking as much
cause he did not have to 'deal' with my crap.
And i'll admit that i'm dramatic cause he was my first
love and thats hard to get over.buut i'm not like him.
I do STUPID stuff that affects him too.
But i know that all i want is him to be happy,
So i wrote him a message on MS.
Explaining how i feel and why i think it's
best we no longer talk.and that i switch churchs.
And that i'm sorry for everything and that he'll
always be my bestfriend,But bestfriend do whats best
for thier friend,Annd me not being in his life would
be best for himm...i was like balling all night.
And still start to when i think to much about it.
Well tonight my sister is taking me and Michael
down to the winter park village to hangout.
And then tomorrow hopefully Chelsea is going to the mall with me
Then my mom is going to take us out to eat of her lunch brake.
Then home and she is going to spend the night
and we are going to have a 'girls night out' kinda thing lol.
it should be fun..and then i think my mom is making me go
to some new years eve party with her at some ladys house.
Geezzz....
<3