Back on track
Some quick updates is all.
Went back to Weight Watchers this morning. We'll see how that goes. I think it's time to lose my fat ass cause i need to actually fit into a pair of pants.
Still a bit bitter, but I'm no longer in hysterics as per last Monday.
I hate the word cuddle, especially when used by someone with whom you feel bitterness towards. Goddam was that bad English or what?
I can't say I'm bitter towards him (guy who's name shall not be mentioned), I suppose I'm just unhappy with myself is all. I don't usually do serious entries mainly because I'm too busy making fun of yours. It was at least good to recognize that I am miserable cause i've been putting on a good game face for a while now. and now i'm steppin up to the plate.
So, yeah whatever. My romantic life revolves around a particular pattern of dating a guy, not hearing from a guy in about a month or so, and then said guy becoming romanticly involved with someone else. I suppose it wouldn't be much of a problem if I didn't get built up by said guy with the hopes for a romantic set in stone relationship. I do believe this is the 4th time it's happened? Yes. 4th.
Even as I'm typing this I'm trying not to explode in a fit of utter rage. I wish that I could name names and release the hounds, but I don't want to cause trouble. (especially since one of the guys has a Livejournal).
I have plenty of people keeping their eyes open for me so I can find mister right. The only problem is, I'm starting to become a bit afraid to put my heart out there again. I get really antsy thinking about what the consequence might be if I meet Mr. Perfect and I Jewed out again (no offense to any Jews. I am a loving person).
Well, that's my life thus far. I like to watch emo guys kiss each other, especially if they're straight.
And now, I'm going to copy and paste this and put it on Myspace.
I'm also a Myspace whore.
Love
Jerbil
Went back to Weight Watchers this morning. We'll see how that goes. I think it's time to lose my fat ass cause i need to actually fit into a pair of pants.
Still a bit bitter, but I'm no longer in hysterics as per last Monday.
I hate the word cuddle, especially when used by someone with whom you feel bitterness towards. Goddam was that bad English or what?
I can't say I'm bitter towards him (guy who's name shall not be mentioned), I suppose I'm just unhappy with myself is all. I don't usually do serious entries mainly because I'm too busy making fun of yours. It was at least good to recognize that I am miserable cause i've been putting on a good game face for a while now. and now i'm steppin up to the plate.
So, yeah whatever. My romantic life revolves around a particular pattern of dating a guy, not hearing from a guy in about a month or so, and then said guy becoming romanticly involved with someone else. I suppose it wouldn't be much of a problem if I didn't get built up by said guy with the hopes for a romantic set in stone relationship. I do believe this is the 4th time it's happened? Yes. 4th.
Even as I'm typing this I'm trying not to explode in a fit of utter rage. I wish that I could name names and release the hounds, but I don't want to cause trouble. (especially since one of the guys has a Livejournal).
I have plenty of people keeping their eyes open for me so I can find mister right. The only problem is, I'm starting to become a bit afraid to put my heart out there again. I get really antsy thinking about what the consequence might be if I meet Mr. Perfect and I Jewed out again (no offense to any Jews. I am a loving person).
Well, that's my life thus far. I like to watch emo guys kiss each other, especially if they're straight.
And now, I'm going to copy and paste this and put it on Myspace.
I'm also a Myspace whore.
Love
Jerbil