long time...
so, i failed the physical test for the fire dept by 10 seconds, not cool. but there is always next time, and i am one of the youngest people trying to do this, i know i can do it. on to other news, i love aaron, with all my heart. im sorry guys for not sending pics, i will have them soon. and for all of you that dont know him, he is amazing. i dont know how he does it. i fall in love with him more and more everyday. of course i am a girl so i get frustrated with things, but hey we are all human and i know i frustrate him sometimes. the point of the matter, is we love eachother. just tonight i had the most amazing kiss, i dont know why it was so much better then the rest, but it made me shiver all over. it just went so far down to my heart, it was amazing. and hugs, now that is cool. it feels like you want to get so close as to let our hearts touch, but no matter how close, you can never get close enough. he is amazing. quite possibly the best thing that has ever happened to me. he makes me think, i can actually communicate with people now, not just talk, he makes me believe, he tells me he loves m multiple times a day, he hugs me and kisses me and gives me cuddle time. i couldnt as for more. he actually talks about money issues instead of just ignore them, he is amazing. we have had our rough times, and our good times, but they make this life worth living. i cant explane it, but i am so happy!! i love you all, and to all of my good friends that i really havent talked to much recently. im sorry. truely. i owe it to all of you to cal or something. leave it to life to distract me. but all of you, i think you are all awesome. thansk for helping me through the good times and the bad, for laughing at me and occasionally with me. i really dont think i could be where i am without my friends. i love you all.