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this really sucks. i love him to pieces, and i cant get enough of him. it hurts me so bad not being able to see him. i am so nervous for school and everything because i am afraid i will never see him. i would die. it doesnt help that i am super moody and emotional. i know he loves me, but for some reason i am just scared out of my mind. i need a hug, i need him to tell me that he loves me, i need him to care more. i know he does, and i know he shows me. but guys and girls show things differently. im sure i need to do stuff for him too. i love him so much. i just need to de-stress and have a good weekend. i need work to just go away fro a while, i need school to just get out of my mind, i need explorers to just stop. all i want is aaron, and i only want him forever. thats not long enough. i just need to know that everything is going to be ok, and hug to help me through.