the glass is fucking half empty right now.
ahhh. 1 week and 2 days before spring break and i am too stressed out for words. but i feel like writing and i havent updated in awhile so this might be long.
I'm stressed as fuck right now. in reality i don't really have that much to do. but when i keep thinking about everything i need to do i keep getting stressed about it. I have 3 papers due next week and 2 midterms. one of the papers is almost done, my research is done on one i just need to figure out what im going to write, and i have examples for me other one. but i'm just really stressed over them. hmm...
there has been some non-stop drama with my roomate. dont talk behind my back. that is the one thing that i cant stand. and if it would have been anyone else i would have said fuck you i dont need you i'm done. but i see her everyday and i guess i just have to make it work with her. i'm not in highschool anymore and i like it that way so this drama needs to leave me alone.
Kevin keeps asking Kaylee about me. he told her that he wanted to send me a message saying that everything between us is OK and that he would like it if we could say hi to eachother in passing. i was reading this conversation when they were having it and basically told Kaylee to tell Kevin that I never wanted to talk to him again. ever. in my life. and she did. he has a class next to us and today i wasnt able to walk out with Kaylee and he asked her where i was. i came out of the classroom like 10 mins later and he was still there. i had the feeling that he wanted to talk and i freaked. mostly because if he said anything to me i would freak out on him. why cant he just get it that i dont want to talk to him? its really just pissing me off in a roundabout way....hmmmm it probably shouldnt be.
HOLY SHIT im going to dave matthews band on may 31st and im having bomb tickets!!! thanks lindsey's uncle!! best news of my week.
last weekend was good. i can honestly say i have never had that much fun before, nor can i say that i have ever done that as much as i did. but it was nice to just chill all weekend. and hang out and eat good food.
why hasn't Danielle called me back? i hate seeing her for a whole weekend and then realizing that im not going to see her until Easter. ugh. i guess i should be used to it by now.
i gave my resume to my aunt because she works at an employment agency, so hopefully i can get a full time job this summer. and i gave my resume to danielles moms boyfriend and hes going to try to get me a GOOD paying job at PayPal. it pays to know people. i think im going to take 9 hours this semester for summer classes, get a full time job and if i can get a hostessing job on the weekend or something. im sure i could work at Grandmothers or some shit.
i dont know if it's because Spring Break is coming or what but i have been in a terrible mood, where i dont want to do anything, especially homework. I'm just really stressed and im working myself up over little things which is stupid. so, if i piss anyone off in the next week just ignore me. "it's not you, it's me..."
I'm stressed as fuck right now. in reality i don't really have that much to do. but when i keep thinking about everything i need to do i keep getting stressed about it. I have 3 papers due next week and 2 midterms. one of the papers is almost done, my research is done on one i just need to figure out what im going to write, and i have examples for me other one. but i'm just really stressed over them. hmm...
there has been some non-stop drama with my roomate. dont talk behind my back. that is the one thing that i cant stand. and if it would have been anyone else i would have said fuck you i dont need you i'm done. but i see her everyday and i guess i just have to make it work with her. i'm not in highschool anymore and i like it that way so this drama needs to leave me alone.
Kevin keeps asking Kaylee about me. he told her that he wanted to send me a message saying that everything between us is OK and that he would like it if we could say hi to eachother in passing. i was reading this conversation when they were having it and basically told Kaylee to tell Kevin that I never wanted to talk to him again. ever. in my life. and she did. he has a class next to us and today i wasnt able to walk out with Kaylee and he asked her where i was. i came out of the classroom like 10 mins later and he was still there. i had the feeling that he wanted to talk and i freaked. mostly because if he said anything to me i would freak out on him. why cant he just get it that i dont want to talk to him? its really just pissing me off in a roundabout way....hmmmm it probably shouldnt be.
HOLY SHIT im going to dave matthews band on may 31st and im having bomb tickets!!! thanks lindsey's uncle!! best news of my week.
last weekend was good. i can honestly say i have never had that much fun before, nor can i say that i have ever done that as much as i did. but it was nice to just chill all weekend. and hang out and eat good food.
why hasn't Danielle called me back? i hate seeing her for a whole weekend and then realizing that im not going to see her until Easter. ugh. i guess i should be used to it by now.
i gave my resume to my aunt because she works at an employment agency, so hopefully i can get a full time job this summer. and i gave my resume to danielles moms boyfriend and hes going to try to get me a GOOD paying job at PayPal. it pays to know people. i think im going to take 9 hours this semester for summer classes, get a full time job and if i can get a hostessing job on the weekend or something. im sure i could work at Grandmothers or some shit.
i dont know if it's because Spring Break is coming or what but i have been in a terrible mood, where i dont want to do anything, especially homework. I'm just really stressed and im working myself up over little things which is stupid. so, if i piss anyone off in the next week just ignore me. "it's not you, it's me..."