[filter: my eyes only] Rapunzel, Rapunzel, Let Down Your Hair

[puckyouupthe]

She locked the window. She took off the bracelet. She quit soccer.

I know I screwed up, but I didn't plan for this.
I didn't plan to get a girlfriend.
I definitely didn't plan for it to be Em.

And now...
now she's fucking running away like if she throws away everything that meant anything to us, it'll erase the fact that on my desk, I've still got her deepest secret hidden between my books.

Is it, though? Is it her deepest secret anymore? Is it even true? Because for a girl who swore to wait forever, she's doing a whole lot of running and forgetting.

What am I even waiting for?
I don't know.
I'm supposed to care, but I'm not supposed to.

I don't want her back, I just want my friend back.
I want back the Jen who used to make fun of me for knocking over cones during drills. I want back the Jen who stayed up with me all night in the park just to sit in silence so we'd never have to go home. I want back the girl she was before everything got fucked.

I'm sorry, okay, Universe?
I'm sorry.
I played with fire and I got burned. All that cliche crap.

I just want my friend back.

I just want us to go back to normal.