Jul 23, 2003 00:32
I dunno what that title is supposed to mean, it just sounds cool to me. Well, its been a long time since I have written anything in here, so hey lets write. Im just going to keep writing, no stops. I learned this at TI, just keep writing with no punctuation, no spelling corrections no nothing, dont stop thats the only rule and u get to say whatever is on your mind...ready go ok steve guilfot is the first subje oops i deletes sorry ill start over ok stevey wow who whwwwwwwwould have thought that this could happen seriously steveey and i wertent the best of briednds but theatnk gdod that we werent because im haveing a tough time accepting this loss and he was only a pretty good friend of mine i coant even imagine how i would feel if amy or ricky or mark or kelly or kelly died i think i would lose it and i dunno lets not think about that but at the wake i just stared at him just stared at my friend in a casket and although i wanted to cry i coulndt and although i wanted to just say steveey lets go play some hockey i couldnt and although i wanted to go close to him and pray for him i couldnt i couldnt do anyrthing excepy for stare at him and think thinnk about what if that was me would peiopole be here would they cry for me if i were the one in the casket would this be a one day cryu or would bpeople alway s remember me and i just stared at him i wish i could have hung out with him at least one more time i loved that kid he was so nice to everyone and now he has to be away from all of us why ucouldnt i be the one there h he doesnt deserve top be alone in the casket away from his mom and his friends poor kid we will always miss steve guilfoy SG on all of my jerseys hes with me when im on the ice always thats the least i can do for him for being such a great person alright i dont know what else to say amy and i are great i think i hope i wish i pray i think we are great she is great she is perfect im totally infatuated with her imagine some monkey running up to u and doing a lil dance with lighters in their hand wow thats crazy and very random but hey u wtight what is on ur mind and never srop oh u know what i mighrt and i hope that i can go to hollis next year tom play soccer there is no waty im going to play soccer fro nhs but i would fro hollis and thats a good idea bandages bandages bandages if u are still reading this enftry thn u have some issuse or somthing andway chanmpionship was a balst met some people was put in some awkawatd situation s but i did the right thing everyrtime buecause i am cimpolets crazy about ammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy sawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwyyyyyyyyyyer anyway i dont know what peanut butter hahaha what too many oee what too many pee tasting pbeetswhat too many pee tasting beers so yea going to go slllllllllllleyyo goodnight to all july 19th a cold dark night and u could feel that something wasnt right that night many hearts did cry when we learned that we had to say goodbye goooodbye stevem goodbye dear friend you were so young u were so young stephen-senses fail