(Filter: My Eyes Only) It's a lot to take in

Jan 29, 2011 22:46

 Fuck Rachel Berry. Fuck her. And Quinn Fabray-Puckerman.

I can't believe her, I really can't and I am just starting to figure all this shit out. Since when is my wife fucking girls? And Rachel said something about not being married anymore, but I didn't sign shit so that's not possible, is it?

And now I'm looking for a new place to live. I can't live there knowing that Rachel is there with Quinn and my child. It's not fair. Sure I know that I left, said enough was enough, but I never meant to leave Abby, I didn't. But every time I thought about going back there was something in the back of my head that said "Drink another and you don't have to think about it." So I would, and now look at me.

I am stuck in a town in which no one wants me around, with no friends and no place to live. If it wasn't for her I would be gone in an instant, I would never want to stay in a place that I am not wanted, but being able to see her for just a few moments, that was everything to me. I am going to be a dad to her, whether or not Quinn approves. I am going to be in her life, and Quinn will just have to get used to it.

I came back to this town to get my family back, and that's what I am going to do. It might look a little different than I expected, I sure as hell didn't expect Quinn to be with a woman, but I am getting my daughter back. 

my eyes only; abby; family

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