A follow up to my last entry.

[puckhiggins]

Okay. After a long, emotional night of crying, holding back screams, and being just goddamn angry at him, I've calmed down a lot. And in calming down, I've been able to look at things a whole lot clearer. So, in turn, I came up with this conclusion.

I'm giving him three and a half weeks.

Three and a half weeks to show him what he could have with me.

Comments

[justdandelions]

Good for you! That sounds like a great plan, and I really hope everything works out for you! You deserve to be as happy as you were on Saturday ALL the time. And I'll be crossing my fingers for you!

[puckhiggins]

Thank you for the support! I know a lot of people aren't going to agree with my way of going about this, but I want to give it my all before I give up. He really does make me happy, and I know he likes me and he's not trying to hurt me... he's just kind of being a really stupid boy right now and not thinking things through. So I'm gonna try to see if I can change that in the next couple weeks or so. And if I can't? Well, at least I tried.

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[justdandelions]

Actually, I think it's a pretty smart and mature plan. Boys ARE stupid - no matter what age, race, religion... All boys do idiotic things. And they need girls around to hit them upside the head and realize their stupidity.

And I always think it's better to have tried and failed then to never have tried at all!