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I just can't bring myself to delete this damn thing even though I post to it once every 3 months or so.
Let's see...I am an assistant program supervisor at an all boys program now. The girls were fun and all for a year and 1/2 but I needed the change. The boys are well boys and don't complain nearly as much as the girls do. I love being a 5'0 little white girl screaming at boys and watching them squirm at every word I say in fear.....that may make me a horrible person.....but on the good days when they tell me I was right or that I helped them or when they are going through a really hard time and they choose me to help them; makes everything worth it.
What is weird is that my engagement has brought my family closer. We were always close but....my parents weren't always a fan of matt for absurd reason and my sister the same. Getting married to him worried me because I thought they would forever give me shit about it and not see the way he truly cares for me. Since the day I got engaged my parents have really embraced him and our wedding. My mom is ALL for planning with me and is so supportive. My sister has FINALLY admitted that she has been in the wrong the past 4 years. She was simply stubborn and couldn't let me go. Out of everyone her excitement for my wedding is most surprising. She wants to be part of everything and loves every idea i have.
People always say how stressful wedding planning is. Finding the perfect everything. For me everything is so easy. My uncle Rick will be marrying us like he married my sister. He is a 2nd father to me and i can't imagine having anyone else do it. Really I am not willing to pay $300 for a random JP to say 10 minute worth of memorized words and dip out before the recession line is over. My DJ will be this AWESOME guy. He looks like he straight out of the 80's he is amazing and fun. Music is everything. Money isn't too much of an issue thank god. I want to spend a good amount on photography. I want really good, modern photos that are breathe taking. That is my goal.
ouu..Big E tomorrow :) can't wait
Let's see...I am an assistant program supervisor at an all boys program now. The girls were fun and all for a year and 1/2 but I needed the change. The boys are well boys and don't complain nearly as much as the girls do. I love being a 5'0 little white girl screaming at boys and watching them squirm at every word I say in fear.....that may make me a horrible person.....but on the good days when they tell me I was right or that I helped them or when they are going through a really hard time and they choose me to help them; makes everything worth it.
What is weird is that my engagement has brought my family closer. We were always close but....my parents weren't always a fan of matt for absurd reason and my sister the same. Getting married to him worried me because I thought they would forever give me shit about it and not see the way he truly cares for me. Since the day I got engaged my parents have really embraced him and our wedding. My mom is ALL for planning with me and is so supportive. My sister has FINALLY admitted that she has been in the wrong the past 4 years. She was simply stubborn and couldn't let me go. Out of everyone her excitement for my wedding is most surprising. She wants to be part of everything and loves every idea i have.
People always say how stressful wedding planning is. Finding the perfect everything. For me everything is so easy. My uncle Rick will be marrying us like he married my sister. He is a 2nd father to me and i can't imagine having anyone else do it. Really I am not willing to pay $300 for a random JP to say 10 minute worth of memorized words and dip out before the recession line is over. My DJ will be this AWESOME guy. He looks like he straight out of the 80's he is amazing and fun. Music is everything. Money isn't too much of an issue thank god. I want to spend a good amount on photography. I want really good, modern photos that are breathe taking. That is my goal.
ouu..Big E tomorrow :) can't wait