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So my cold has subsided. That is about the only good thing going on for me this week. Oh and that I got my hair cut yesterday. My hair was really long the longest it has been in maybe 5 years... Anyways I chopped it 6 inches to be exact. It rests on my shoulders and I might actually look my age now. Perhaps DSS workers will stop confusing me as one of the clients now.
Yesterday I had off and I love days off more than anything in this world. No stress whatsoever. Unlike today I have to work at my program tonight and lately every time I have a shift at my normal house I get extremely anxiety before my shift and I am not sure how to deal with it. I can work at any other program even in Pittsfield and I don't get so anxious. I have a meeting with my supervisor I think i'll tell her about it. I think it is because my clients are ridiculous and I mean ridiculous.
I am still proud of what I do. But the past few weeks I have decided this is MOST DEFINITELY not something I can do for more than a couple years. The hours are too much for me the shift I should say and well the stress takes a toll on me emotionally but i have handled it good so far.
What I really want is a mon-fri 9-5 job good pay in human services....that is near impossible i think.
Yesterday I had off and I love days off more than anything in this world. No stress whatsoever. Unlike today I have to work at my program tonight and lately every time I have a shift at my normal house I get extremely anxiety before my shift and I am not sure how to deal with it. I can work at any other program even in Pittsfield and I don't get so anxious. I have a meeting with my supervisor I think i'll tell her about it. I think it is because my clients are ridiculous and I mean ridiculous.
I am still proud of what I do. But the past few weeks I have decided this is MOST DEFINITELY not something I can do for more than a couple years. The hours are too much for me the shift I should say and well the stress takes a toll on me emotionally but i have handled it good so far.
What I really want is a mon-fri 9-5 job good pay in human services....that is near impossible i think.