yes, I'm back!

[puckerup1633]

Well, it has been a long time. The reason that I do not update is because I don't have a very exciting life and you would all get bored reading my journal. Well to start updating, my dad has had this ringing in his ears for about 6 months. He went to an ENT and the doctor sent him to a neurologist, well the neurologist told him that he is 85% sure that my dad has MS. He had a spinal tap done and the results will be back in a week. This scares the shit out of me. I know that MS isn't a life-threatening disease, and people live with it every day, but it is still scary because it can come on strong. Stress and Heat make it flare up, and God knows my dad is always stressed. I haven't cried about it yet, even though my mom almost made me cry when she said, "I just keep thinking, what if your dad isn't going to be able to walk you girls down the isle." I almost lost it there, but I composed myself well. So pray for my dad, there is always a 15% chance he doesn't have it. Well, this weekend was a lot of fun, we went to Bamboozles Thursday and Friday and I must say that I had a blast and it was great to get wasted 2 days in a row. As for boys, there aren't any yet, but I am working on it, there is someone on my mind. I am sure that as soon as this boy comes along, something will happen, he will move away to Chicago or something, thats what happened to the last one. :( Hopefully a new boy situation will work out! I miss Casey terribly. It is so hard being away from someone everyday when you used to see them everyday. I love you and miss you Case! Well, thats pretty much summed up my depressing life. I am going to send my 90210 dvds back because I go ripped off and then I am going to save a life and give blood. For now, fill this out!!!

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did I meet you?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When was the last time you saw me?
30. Ever want to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this in your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?