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like NO one ever writes in these anymore. so i decided that i would.
ALOT ALOT ALOT has happened since i wrote in here.
Middle of october me and benny broke up for good.
i hooked up with this other guy.
he was sweet.
until i realized hes just not for me.
been chillin with friends alot
met this guy at kt's church.
hes a hottie. been talking to him.
Got a job.
make good money, i guess
bought myself a really nice coach purse.
realized i am very lonely.
started talking to benny around the late Nov.early Dec.
realized i just love him more than anything.
but...
another girl wants him.
fine by me.
but i kno shit other people dont kno.
i guess they will just never kno...or will have to find out for themselves.
BIG reality check.
benny lies ALOT!
more than i think i can handle again.
i miss everything about my old life.
to be truly honesty. i dont kno what makes me happy nemore.
i love my friends to death. but i feel i need something more.
i go shopping to try and cure my lonlienss ....but that just makes me lose alot of my money.
I look at my other friends with realtionships just like mine..and realize they are JUST like me and have or had the SAME problems. If only i would of talked to them/ or listened.
lifes a bitch is the only thing i found out thru all of this.
and with that i am done.
peace
ALOT ALOT ALOT has happened since i wrote in here.
Middle of october me and benny broke up for good.
i hooked up with this other guy.
he was sweet.
until i realized hes just not for me.
been chillin with friends alot
met this guy at kt's church.
hes a hottie. been talking to him.
Got a job.
make good money, i guess
bought myself a really nice coach purse.
realized i am very lonely.
started talking to benny around the late Nov.early Dec.
realized i just love him more than anything.
but...
another girl wants him.
fine by me.
but i kno shit other people dont kno.
i guess they will just never kno...or will have to find out for themselves.
BIG reality check.
benny lies ALOT!
more than i think i can handle again.
i miss everything about my old life.
to be truly honesty. i dont kno what makes me happy nemore.
i love my friends to death. but i feel i need something more.
i go shopping to try and cure my lonlienss ....but that just makes me lose alot of my money.
I look at my other friends with realtionships just like mine..and realize they are JUST like me and have or had the SAME problems. If only i would of talked to them/ or listened.
lifes a bitch is the only thing i found out thru all of this.
and with that i am done.
peace