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Dec 08, 2005 08:55

Have you ever been pissed over something that you know you shouldn't be, but yet you still are?  And no matter how much you tell yourself that you're just being petty it just perpetuates more anger and paranoia?  Or am I just completely and utterly psycho? 

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sharktiger71 December 8 2005, 18:12:42 UTC
I gotta agree (hoping it isn't me being a butt). I think for whatever reason we have been brought up to just keep it inside and be polite instead of letting people know that something bothers us. One thing I have learned with age is that everyone isn't better, smarter, more whatever than I am so I shouldn't be so afraid to let them know how I feel. Now it doesn't mean I always listen to this knowledge but it is at least there. One of the things I am soooo horrible about is, if for whatever reason I don't see a friend for a while, for reasons I can't explain, I assume that they have finally figured out that I am a big dork and they are trying to avoid me. When in reality they are just busy or I have been busy. Then I am afraid to talk to them so I am sure they think something is wrong because I am acting all distant. I am so freaking insecure sometimes it is stupid.
Sorry for getting off on that tangent, but hey, now you guys know that if I start acting weird around any of you that I haven't seen in a while it is because I am an idiot. =)

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puck_nut December 9 2005, 13:38:37 UTC
I think we are raised to keep it inside and that's what I'm trying not to do anymore. It's hard though. Even I hate to make people mad ... I know that's hard to believe. LOL

And even when you are being silly, we still love you! Hey ... you can't get rid of us that easy! And in the end, we all are really dorks too!

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