well...its been a looooooong time...

[puck_er_up]

so i have had an interesting few weeks since my last update.
a lot of things have happened...
i would love to say the highlights have been such and such, but instead, the highlights really weren't that high...
-my great grandma died
-my brother fucked everything up...again
-my car is in need of repair = money
-i miss my family bc i never see them anymore
-i miss my friends bc i see them even less

so that's pretty much it.
my pathetic existance.

but i did read a really really good book.
how sad is that...the highlight of my month.

OH WAIT...
I ALMOST FORGOT (which is really sad)
my new nephew has become a part of this cruel world that we exist in.
welcome Parker Jamison!
it's sad that he's over a week old and i havent seen him yet.

blah.
i'm really not sure about much of anything these days.
all i know is that i need to have more faith and more patience.
and a little more time wouldn't be so bad but i think that's impossible.

i really have to take a shit.