well i guess just thinking thoughts i havent thought after 7/2/04
now i have wrote this in another journal lost on my shelf but i guess i just want to give into temptations and just do what i feel i need to to be at peace with this chaotic world. i know there will be many people to wonder why and a few who will never forgive me but it is my choice on what i do or do not do with my life. and whatever path i choose it will be my path and no one will keep me from traveling the path i see fit. there will come a time where all will understand but until that day why try to unriddle the puzzle that is me. i see fit to write this for some may see it but i doubt the will think anything of it 'til the time comes and they put two and two together. for now this is goodbye but there shall be a time when i return to say until next time.
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