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I want to be able to express myself clearly without hurting anyone which I doubt will happen though...
I am changing, I think, I feel it.
I am confused about my state of being where I am constantly and I want and need it to stop in able for me to grow.
You avoid conflict.
You avoid uncomfortable silences.
You avoid confrontation.
You avoid conversation.
You basically avoid me and life to where there is no point anymore.
Your life is draining and taking me down with you.
I want to experience the things and feeling we used to.
You are in a hole and trying to drive me away.
Good job.
I don't know how to act and I think I'm acting crazy around you because I don't know what to do because of your lack of communication.
I want you to be happy.
I want you to just smile.
I want you to join me in daily activities of life.
But thats not something you can force....
And neither is love.
Let me know.
I am changing, I think, I feel it.
I am confused about my state of being where I am constantly and I want and need it to stop in able for me to grow.
You avoid conflict.
You avoid uncomfortable silences.
You avoid confrontation.
You avoid conversation.
You basically avoid me and life to where there is no point anymore.
Your life is draining and taking me down with you.
I want to experience the things and feeling we used to.
You are in a hole and trying to drive me away.
Good job.
I don't know how to act and I think I'm acting crazy around you because I don't know what to do because of your lack of communication.
I want you to be happy.
I want you to just smile.
I want you to join me in daily activities of life.
But thats not something you can force....
And neither is love.
Let me know.