BLAH
One day i am gonna drive myself crazy. It will happen...its inevitable. I am constantly questioning everything I say, do or think. I seem to always think i say the wrong thing and yell at myself for saying the wrong thing for some time after it actually happens. I always feel like i am not good enough...and i feel like i have to prove myself to everybody. I really wish i could just except myself...but its hard for me not to point out every fault that i have. Doesn't help that i have a lot of stress right now either. I envy the people who can sit back not care as much and just enjoy...i am just not allowed to do that apparently. Why am i writing this.....most of the people that might happen to read it won't even give a shit anyway. Whatever i had to do something....most of my lj's r depressing..............i got nothing......
Does anybody really know the real me......thats a good question.......
Does anybody really know the real me......thats a good question.......