Jan 04, 2011 13:44
I am the mother of 2 beautiful sons who are sweet and have fantastic senses of humor and that is where their similarities end. My husand and I are ever-working on keeping our relationship open communicative and loving though with both of us working full time on opposite ends of the schedule and usually only seeing each other at home a max of 10 minutes a day it tends to be difficult. I have friends that are invaluable and definitely keep me sane, even if it means responding to my texts at 4am. My husband and I have been working for the last 11 weeks to lose weight. Though we are not *exclusively* on the Atkins diet anymore, the scale numbers continue to go down and while his weight goal is so very close and I am so very proud of him, I have further to go and larger goals to meet. When I get below 200 lbs I will proudly be more specific as to where my numbers land on the scale. I have gotten to the point where i honestly do not care about peoples opinions of me anymore. I am all that I am in every role that I play and if that isn't enough for people I do not have the time or energy to let them live vicariously through me anymore. I am truly blessed in some of the things I have and admittedly I do not show how grateful I am to have them but at this point 2011 has welcomed a new sense unapologetic attitude. Next year I will be 30 years old, honestly lately I have felt like I am there already. I have several goals that i want to get done this year, some that I am already working towards and others like getting my anxiety attacks and medication situated which will be a longer term goal. But for now that is all I have to say. Day to day FB keep tracks of everythign else