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i never thought that twenty one could feel so old; i feel like i'm only living in memories these days.
rachel is constantly in my thoughts; i read somewhere that atheists and agnostics have a harder time dealing with death because the idea of an afterlife is absent. i'm not sure if that's my problem, or if this is normal. maybe it's the nagging feelings of guilt that i can't shake off. or maybe it's just that refusing to face or even acknowledge troublesome truths has always been my m.o.
rachel is constantly in my thoughts; i read somewhere that atheists and agnostics have a harder time dealing with death because the idea of an afterlife is absent. i'm not sure if that's my problem, or if this is normal. maybe it's the nagging feelings of guilt that i can't shake off. or maybe it's just that refusing to face or even acknowledge troublesome truths has always been my m.o.