Now that I'm back in DC....
Hey baby,
I think you're basically the only one that reads this so i'm writing to you. I miss you so much. It's unbelievable and unbearable. I went to bed last night pretending you were holding me, but knowing you weren't. I woke up this morning expecting to see your face and blue eyes looking back at me. I was waiting for the smile, the kiss and the "good morning beautiful." I was bitterly disappointed. God, how i miss those little things. I miss you more than anything though. I never feel more happy, more content, more safe, more self-assured and more loved than when i'm with you.
I miss so much of you. I miss all of you. I miss being held and holding you, I miss your chameleon eyes, i miss kissing you, i miss curling up and watching strange action movies with you for hours, i miss being really cool and quoting LotR as we watched to movies, i miss doing nothing for hours except feeling you, and being close to you, I miss being weird, I miss eating ice cream at 2 in the morning. More than anything, I miss you, and being with you. You're everything to me baby.
I can't wait. I can't wait until we can spend every day with each other. Like the way things are meant to be. The way we want them. You make me so happy baby. So amazingly happy and i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. I really can't. You're my everything. My sun, my moon, my stars. You're all i ever wanted and needed baby. And you're so much more too. I don't deserve someone as wonderful as you. Life is so much better with you in it. Life is worth living with you in it.
I miss you baby, so much. I love you, with all my heart, all my soul, everything i have, and everything i have yet to obtain. You're my world, and the only person it it that truly matters. I love you.
~Kate~
I think you're basically the only one that reads this so i'm writing to you. I miss you so much. It's unbelievable and unbearable. I went to bed last night pretending you were holding me, but knowing you weren't. I woke up this morning expecting to see your face and blue eyes looking back at me. I was waiting for the smile, the kiss and the "good morning beautiful." I was bitterly disappointed. God, how i miss those little things. I miss you more than anything though. I never feel more happy, more content, more safe, more self-assured and more loved than when i'm with you.
I miss so much of you. I miss all of you. I miss being held and holding you, I miss your chameleon eyes, i miss kissing you, i miss curling up and watching strange action movies with you for hours, i miss being really cool and quoting LotR as we watched to movies, i miss doing nothing for hours except feeling you, and being close to you, I miss being weird, I miss eating ice cream at 2 in the morning. More than anything, I miss you, and being with you. You're everything to me baby.
I can't wait. I can't wait until we can spend every day with each other. Like the way things are meant to be. The way we want them. You make me so happy baby. So amazingly happy and i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. I really can't. You're my everything. My sun, my moon, my stars. You're all i ever wanted and needed baby. And you're so much more too. I don't deserve someone as wonderful as you. Life is so much better with you in it. Life is worth living with you in it.
I miss you baby, so much. I love you, with all my heart, all my soul, everything i have, and everything i have yet to obtain. You're my world, and the only person it it that truly matters. I love you.
~Kate~