**... cause she is so high... high above me... so is so lovely..."
ahh.. it is the last night... the last day.. the first morning.. the last impression.. the end... the time to move on... the last hurray... i passed the course... i got my wilderness leadership cert... so many know what i have gone through to do it.. but not many... a full year program.. cramed into 20 shorts weeks... 26 students jammed into one class... 7 kids thrown into a house... and 10 strangers decideding a future of water... many great memories.. countless times where stress could have stop us in our tracks if so much support wasn't around... some traveled thusands of kilometre's to do it.. others an hours drive away... but we all felt the same feelings of home.. missin friends... missin family.. missin what they grew up too... banded together by necesseaty... streghted by over coming obsatcals... everywhere for 17 to 58 but all in for the same general intrest. All from different back gorunds and havin completely different experence's... people grew together.. some may say too fast.. the unity growing to fast... and bursting at the seam's.... people who flew together like a puzzle piece's... ripped apart by the difference in lives which in the end weren't so different in the way they are... both young... and wanting to take over the world.... looking back... great people rose above others.. with the many test... planned and not so planned... true personality surfaced.... people who you thought were there through to the end sold you out and the ones you thought were the ones that didn't realize you were around were the ones to make your day.... in one night... all hell can break loose.. respect lost.. something thats not a big deal to some.. bug others.. hurt others.. excites others... makes people want to try and fit in... when you dig someone.. its not right... so burn't out
fuck this..
the end..
fuck this..
the end..