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[pubert]

Well the whole Becca thing fell through because she started crying about how she should go to a different school... I think people shouldn't fall for guilt trips anyways. Like when The Bear is running around with a shotgun, and he's all "WTF I just got killed 8 times in a row this fucking sucks Christ where are you?" and then I say "I'm shooting

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ok

[nonamekate]

ok now i really dont want this to blow up into a big fight thing...so im really gonna try to keep this nice and sweet. eric, if the people who i havent seen in a while are mad at me because im trying to balance between a bf, school, family, and whatver else i have going on the side, then im sorry. but you know what? thats how my life is right now. and if i go "back" to the "junior" group and no one wants to be my friend because of that, than alright, then they weren't worth my time. you know? like i hardly EVER see sarah anymore, but she is still my best friend no matter how you look at it, even if we dont talk for weeks at a time. thats the kind of friends you want to keep. and there are people in the "junior" group that i still consider good friends of mine...i just havent seen them in a while. and im sorry if you cant understand that, or if they dont consider me a friend back. and i realize that people have changed, but what if i dont want to "re-kindle" a relationship because the person that they've changed into is someone i wouldnt want to asociate myself with. you know? whatever i dont want to get into that, and i dont want this go come off wrong...so im just gonna stop. but i know who my friends are, and im sorry if they're not my friends back. maybe i'll just crawl into a hole next year and be a hermit. yeah...thats it
kate

Re: ok

[nonamekate]

Thats not the point at all. Everyone is busy, grantid you are a very busy girl. I'm not trying to blame you for anything. And its not that you'll come back and no one will want to be your friend, everyone does! It would just be really different and take some adjusting...It's just that through all of this I know a lot of people really miss you, and I get the feeling that we already aren't worth your time, and that I think is partially whats makes this more stressful on us. Its hard to see one of the most socially outgoing people of our little circle move on for bigger and better things. I don't know how you can pass judgment on us though...You say lots of us have changed. While that's partially true, most of it you are hearing 3rd hand, because you dont' hang out with us enough to know, and I think you could be put under the same criticism. So thats kind of a bland arguement, of course people have changed... but when friends stay friends, they change with each other, and shape each other. That's just part of the process. The part that sucks is that you haven't been around to GROW with us, and so now you are looking at us totally different, and its easy to see we've all changed. Had you been spending more time with us, I think you'd view the whole thing differently!... Please don't get mad, i'm not trying to make this into a big deal, because its not, and i'm definately not trying to single you out, I feel the same way about sarah, kati, and karen too. I just know a lot of people miss you guys, me definately included. I'm just trying to make a subtle statement, and i'm really bad at it, so i'm sorry if whatever I say comes out harsh, but I promise there's no (malice, thank you heitoff) in my words.