Quick Notes

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I just wanted to go ahead and say what I've been thinking about. I don't know how many times I've been told or heard that "You don't know what love is yet" "How can you be in love"...I think that is the stupidest phrase a person can say. I've decided that love (like beauty) is in the eye of the beholder, love is different for every person. There is no age where all of a sudden you know how to love, there is no sudden click or snap that makes your brain able to love another, its something that happens to your body when it happens no matter how early or how late in ones life it comes. With that I also think everyone including myself needs to stop just throwing out the word, because its getting as old as my hairstyle, and we toss that word around so often NOT MEANING IT that when we will finally mean it, nooooboodddyyy knows. I'll admit I do the whole "its ok I love you" "don't worry I love you" "but I love you?" thing as much as everyone else, but I've also said it to one person in particular who means the world to me and meant it with all of my heart, and THAT is when I knew what love was, and I also think that she didn't exactly realize, what was going on, and I'm sorry to hear that, because she's wasting something special. Now as an added "haha" FOUR "neener neeners", and a pair of "SUKKAS" I'm going to open myself to everyone for verbal beetings of recoil and say that I have experienced love and I know what it is. Point is, don't tell someone that they are too young, too whatever to know what love is, because only YOU know when YOU are in love, and it's not really debatable, and its not respectful to judge anyone else but yourself on an emotional level. Just....... say what you mean and mean what you say.

Golden Girls is on and its calling for my undevided attention sorry to cut it short.