i spent my day in Bellerose. with Jill. yay :D
she met me at Penn because for some reason she thinks i'm "scared" going to Bellerose all by myself. pfft. i'm a big boy, nigga. she made me a shirt. wtfz0rz?! it was really thoughtful of her, i dunno why a jerk like me has been blessed with such a wonderful girlfriend. this world is truly ass-backwards. we got there, went to her house, and i saw her dad. he was friendly, as he was last time. Muffin the dog was overly excited to see me :O i also met Jill's brother, and he didn't throw any punches so i take it he's a cool cat.
me and Jill spent the majority of the day in her room :X
pshshshsh. we watched LOTR: Two Towers.. then went to KFC with her little 3 year old nephew. he was a bad muhfuggah that loved TRUCKS. TRUCKS TRUCKS TRUCKS. the chicken was good. oh.. and i bought my mom a mother's day card and myself a pack of stoges.. $4.19, damn nigga. i was trippin. had to take advantage of that deal.
went back to the house. watched the battle scene.. orc slaughtering *drool*
i hadn't realized how much she meant to me until today. when i could just hold her in my arms and realize that everything in my world is in place. everything, albeit not perfect, is in the perfect proportions. she is my light in the darkness of every stressing bullshit. it makes me so thankful that i can have someone so wonderful in my life.
on the ride home i thought about how much i love trains. all these people came from somewhere, they have a past. they have a future, or a lack thereof. they might have family, they might have someone they love, or they might be just a lost soul with nowhere left to go. then i wonder if they ever ponder the same things about everybody else. humanity is a weird thing. in public, we all ignore each other based on anything; race, clothing, physical appearance, gender, or just the sheer fact that they're a stranger. but we're all human. the fact that that's never embraced is sad. our species is complex in thought patterns, and i suppose with everyone on completely different wave lengths we'll never all get along. it's a utopian dream that can never come close to being achieved. only a dream.
i apologize for that new age rant. i just feel rather philosophical tonight for some bizzare reason.