feeling sorry for myself (again)
Wow, I haven't written for a long old time. I've been pretty busy working at the moment and haven't really felt like doing anything when I'm not.
Isn't it weird how there always has to be a balance in life between the good and the crap. Like if one part is going well, another part has to be shitty.
I've been a bit down on myself and life at the moment. it sounds really selfish, but you know when everyone in your life is really happy and your not; it kinda makes you feel worse. I know it shouldn't be that way, which is why I don't tell people around me how I'm feeling. I've got no big problems in my life, I just worry im gonna get left behind. or else already have been. but hey, chin up and all that :)
Isn't it weird how there always has to be a balance in life between the good and the crap. Like if one part is going well, another part has to be shitty.
I've been a bit down on myself and life at the moment. it sounds really selfish, but you know when everyone in your life is really happy and your not; it kinda makes you feel worse. I know it shouldn't be that way, which is why I don't tell people around me how I'm feeling. I've got no big problems in my life, I just worry im gonna get left behind. or else already have been. but hey, chin up and all that :)