dos anos
so tomorrow is the 7th of february. Last year it kinda came and went, i might have been a tad sad but from what i remember it just kinda blew over like any other day..
last night i told justin that we have to hang out on wednesday. he asked what is that? i said it's the 7th! then a few minutes later i asked.. do you know what the 7th is? and he said.. iiiis that OUR AnniverSary!? haha and i said i guess! and then i got a nice big hug (well i was laying down on his bed and he like layed on/next to me to hug me haha) and kisses. It's funny too coz the other day i told him that i love it when he kisses me with softer lips rather than more pursed lips. so lately he's been doing that to me, sometimes as a joke and sometimes to just make me love him even more!
So yea, im not expecting anything really, even though i just got off the phone with him and he was like.. "oh you cant see me tonight."
me: "why?!"
him: "you know, its like when you get married you cant see the groom"
haha i just started laughing. he's a dork. so i asked well if i cant see you tonight then what are we doing tmw? and he said it was a surprise but then i asked what it was and he said i dont know haha so he's just messing with me! arg!
so like i said im not expecting anything, it would maybe be nice to go out to dinner but even then i just wanna hang out with him without worrying about anyone else or other things.
it's just crazy to think that 2 years ago, he got himself into this crazy life with me haha.. he was telling me the other day that for some reason we cannot be apart from each other, that we're connected in some weird way that we just cant do that. and it's true, it's too hard. I honestly dont know what i'd do without him and certain things we share i cant even imagine of sharing them with someone else, it would be too weird if it were someone else.
even though, technically or i guess labelingly a 2 year anniversary doesnt mean anything, its nice that he's going along with me on it because we both know we treat each other like our significant other anyway.
or maybe it doesnt neccessarily mean we've been "boyfriend and girlfriend" for 2 years, there's a lot there to celebrate of doing for 2 years. a big part of it could be that we've been so super close for 2 years.
i cant picture myself with anyone else.. im pretty much where i want to be (:
last night i told justin that we have to hang out on wednesday. he asked what is that? i said it's the 7th! then a few minutes later i asked.. do you know what the 7th is? and he said.. iiiis that OUR AnniverSary!? haha and i said i guess! and then i got a nice big hug (well i was laying down on his bed and he like layed on/next to me to hug me haha) and kisses. It's funny too coz the other day i told him that i love it when he kisses me with softer lips rather than more pursed lips. so lately he's been doing that to me, sometimes as a joke and sometimes to just make me love him even more!
So yea, im not expecting anything really, even though i just got off the phone with him and he was like.. "oh you cant see me tonight."
me: "why?!"
him: "you know, its like when you get married you cant see the groom"
haha i just started laughing. he's a dork. so i asked well if i cant see you tonight then what are we doing tmw? and he said it was a surprise but then i asked what it was and he said i dont know haha so he's just messing with me! arg!
so like i said im not expecting anything, it would maybe be nice to go out to dinner but even then i just wanna hang out with him without worrying about anyone else or other things.
it's just crazy to think that 2 years ago, he got himself into this crazy life with me haha.. he was telling me the other day that for some reason we cannot be apart from each other, that we're connected in some weird way that we just cant do that. and it's true, it's too hard. I honestly dont know what i'd do without him and certain things we share i cant even imagine of sharing them with someone else, it would be too weird if it were someone else.
even though, technically or i guess labelingly a 2 year anniversary doesnt mean anything, its nice that he's going along with me on it because we both know we treat each other like our significant other anyway.
or maybe it doesnt neccessarily mean we've been "boyfriend and girlfriend" for 2 years, there's a lot there to celebrate of doing for 2 years. a big part of it could be that we've been so super close for 2 years.
i cant picture myself with anyone else.. im pretty much where i want to be (: