i havent cried for nonpersonal issues in a long time..
well i guess technically its still a personal issue, but i mean that in the sense like i got my heart broken or family/friend died.. that kind of thing.. like i havent had to cry for something other than those things in a long time.. well i got my chance to yesterday...
i was having a fairly regular yet just a tad nicer day yesterday morning.. crashed at justin's house that night after chillen with anto. prolly hit up his house at like 12am-ish. fell asleep and was having a nice morning, just layin in bed chattin with justin. i remember thinking.. i love these moments where there's no cares or worries, its just a nice time laying down, relaxing and just enjoying the moments. he was supposed to go in to work on his day off i guess to help out and finish jobs.. and i was just gunna go home as usual, maybe go shopping for a nice top to wear for christmas. i was parked out on the street and his car right next to mine. and as i walk up i see maybe two hand-fulls of trash just straight up thrown in the bed of my truck.. so i stop and look at it and start kind of joking that someone must hate me. because 2 days prior i had a threatening note left on my car (but up at my house).. so im just thinking that there are some crazy people in this world in a semi joking way of thinking.. and as i start to just ignore the trash and head to my driver door i notice that my door is then unlocked.. i was somewhat taken back, thinking.. did i lock my door!? WEll of course i did! i mean its ME and i drive this car every day knowing and reminding passengers to lock my doors! and it still didnt hit me.. so i open my door and in a surreal state of mind, almost like a scene out of a movie, i slowly take in my sight.. My car has just been broken into, trashed, damaged and practically all of my stuff stolen..
they broke in from my back window that was only locked by a plastic pannel which they made seem super easy to break open and opened the driver door from there. Justin and i are pretty much in agreement that these hoodlems that did this were probably drunk at the time because of the random things taken/left and the broken beer bottles on the ground.
random things taken: senior year first day blue lei, my stupid ripped up pillow i sit on
random things NOT taken: broken 10 disc changer (damnit if you're gunna leave it, then dont break it you muther huggers!), plushy stitch doll and piglet, fake flower in my vents, my cds jus laying on the floor (i guess they didnt like my music!) socks haha.. , college books, bowling shoes, flats (i guess they dont know anyone that would fit my shoes size..) and a green shirt.
The Bounty & Happy Christmas for Someone: 10" sub + box, amplifier, head unit (which they totaly broke my entire front paneL), 3 jackets including my FAVORITE green (lion) jacket.., 2 sarongs, other clothes, my christmas party present (haha..), SECTOR NINE SKATEBOARD!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!, my old backpack which had my favorite basketball shirt, gym pants, fav. basketball shorts and my bball shoes.., 3 pairs of sunglasses.. well haha i only wore one of them and guess what.. YES my favorite pair!, 2 car phone chargers, 10 dollars in cash, and my princess bride movie.. which you guessed it, its one of my favorite movies of all time. meh.
ima just say it.. FUCKERS! ugh i hate them!
seriously my truck is sooo depressing to drive and look at.
i was having a fairly regular yet just a tad nicer day yesterday morning.. crashed at justin's house that night after chillen with anto. prolly hit up his house at like 12am-ish. fell asleep and was having a nice morning, just layin in bed chattin with justin. i remember thinking.. i love these moments where there's no cares or worries, its just a nice time laying down, relaxing and just enjoying the moments. he was supposed to go in to work on his day off i guess to help out and finish jobs.. and i was just gunna go home as usual, maybe go shopping for a nice top to wear for christmas. i was parked out on the street and his car right next to mine. and as i walk up i see maybe two hand-fulls of trash just straight up thrown in the bed of my truck.. so i stop and look at it and start kind of joking that someone must hate me. because 2 days prior i had a threatening note left on my car (but up at my house).. so im just thinking that there are some crazy people in this world in a semi joking way of thinking.. and as i start to just ignore the trash and head to my driver door i notice that my door is then unlocked.. i was somewhat taken back, thinking.. did i lock my door!? WEll of course i did! i mean its ME and i drive this car every day knowing and reminding passengers to lock my doors! and it still didnt hit me.. so i open my door and in a surreal state of mind, almost like a scene out of a movie, i slowly take in my sight.. My car has just been broken into, trashed, damaged and practically all of my stuff stolen..
they broke in from my back window that was only locked by a plastic pannel which they made seem super easy to break open and opened the driver door from there. Justin and i are pretty much in agreement that these hoodlems that did this were probably drunk at the time because of the random things taken/left and the broken beer bottles on the ground.
random things taken: senior year first day blue lei, my stupid ripped up pillow i sit on
random things NOT taken: broken 10 disc changer (damnit if you're gunna leave it, then dont break it you muther huggers!), plushy stitch doll and piglet, fake flower in my vents, my cds jus laying on the floor (i guess they didnt like my music!) socks haha.. , college books, bowling shoes, flats (i guess they dont know anyone that would fit my shoes size..) and a green shirt.
The Bounty & Happy Christmas for Someone: 10" sub + box, amplifier, head unit (which they totaly broke my entire front paneL), 3 jackets including my FAVORITE green (lion) jacket.., 2 sarongs, other clothes, my christmas party present (haha..), SECTOR NINE SKATEBOARD!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!, my old backpack which had my favorite basketball shirt, gym pants, fav. basketball shorts and my bball shoes.., 3 pairs of sunglasses.. well haha i only wore one of them and guess what.. YES my favorite pair!, 2 car phone chargers, 10 dollars in cash, and my princess bride movie.. which you guessed it, its one of my favorite movies of all time. meh.
ima just say it.. FUCKERS! ugh i hate them!
seriously my truck is sooo depressing to drive and look at.