Fuckin foot.
The feeling of being helpless, and incapacitated, and worthless irks me so much. I hate that feeling, and I just want to scream every time someone makes me feel that way. "Oh, let me get you that, I'll hold that door, no you stay right there, I'll bring it too you. No, you can't, you need to heal." FUCK YOU! I can't walk on one foot, I'm not crippled! I can get my own food, I can open my own doors, I can go to school, to work, to volunteer, out with friends, and do what everyone else does. I hope that I never am crippled, handicapped in someway, because I hate this right now, and I'm not even that hurt...
I can drive, I can go to school, I can work, I can go to Rally...I got the ok from my doctor, as long as I change the dressing each day...
Finally, I won't have to be bed ridden for lack of anything else to do. I hated it when I actually was sick, and couldn't move, and I hate it even more now that I when I'm not sick, just hurt...
Fucking fire, fucking gasoline, fucking half-baked Greg, fucking decision...
I might have to get surgery/skin grafts...
I can drive, I can go to school, I can work, I can go to Rally...I got the ok from my doctor, as long as I change the dressing each day...
Finally, I won't have to be bed ridden for lack of anything else to do. I hated it when I actually was sick, and couldn't move, and I hate it even more now that I when I'm not sick, just hurt...
Fucking fire, fucking gasoline, fucking half-baked Greg, fucking decision...
I might have to get surgery/skin grafts...