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[ptwluis]

Well this is my first journal entry in a couple of months. This entry is dedicated to my g.f...duh! Today is my birthday but last night i went out to celebrate it with her and her friends. When i got home from work at 4 i opened my room and i saw 20 ballons, 20 candles...it was awesome seeing that, like i was happy as fuck. Then later on that night

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[want2blush]

i miss us. i miss the way we were baby. im so sorry for everything. i wish we could really start over and just grow up. we fight over stupid things cuz we keep doing stupid things. i love you more than anything in the world. i was thinking about what i said and i started crying because its not even true. i dont regret us at all. im glad we happened. ive never had so much fun with someone in my life. ive never cared about someone the way i care about you. the good times were amazing and the bad times were really tough on us. we usually just bounce back but its different now. i dont want us to end hating eachother cuz as much as i say i hate you i really dont. i love you. i want to be your best friend. i want to know how your first day of class went. i want to stay involved in your life. its gonna take time for us to be comfortable with eachother again. but i want you to know that im still going to be here for you if you need me like i have been since day one. i wish i hadnt said everything i said to you. i want to be able to count on you. i want to be able to call you and know that you'll help me out. its breaking my heart to know that youre not mine anymore... i meant what i said when i said that i dont want anyone else. i know i have a lot of flaws and you do too but beneath all that youre still the person i fell in love with.. flat on my face, dirt in my mouth LOVE. so whenever youre ready you can contact me and we can work on building a friendship. goodnight