just another walk in my thoughts....

[ptwluis]

I've been thinking alot lately...I always try to make my friends happy, ill do anything just to see a fucking smile, ill go to far distance to do it also...even with people i just meet i act to be nice and sweet you can say but what i get, bitched out for trying to help, steped on, no respect and absloutly nothing i mean dont get me wrong, the things i do i do them without asking anything back. I have friends who i try to help and the only thing they do is bitch me out or flip me off...im seriously tired of trying to be nice and a good human being. I think i should just become a complete asshole, take care of myself and dont give a fuck whats going with my friends life...i try to help...but if they dont want my help then fuck them. People call me for rides, favors and what not, i dont think i dont have a single good friend who just wants to chill with me and w.e. but yeah...im still thinking but most likely those nice days of mine are going to be gone, and i think a new luis is going to be around.
later fuckers
luis.