Oct 09, 2005 22:08
wo ist meine bean? a me venga!!! so i just finished my week. it feels pretty good to know that not a minute was wasted. everything had purpose, everything was in its place. i haven't had that feeling in years. i made enough money in the last two weeks to get me to peru and back plus around 4 or 5 hundred dollars spending money when i get there. a few more "productive weeks and i'll just buy an 06 wrx. then i could die a happy man the next day. but i don't want to be consumed by this lifestyle either, or i'll lose balance.
i think im finally getting over feeling sorry for myself. i bet if my closer friends did the same we'd all actually pretty happy. being a little less bitter and cynical never hurt anyone right? ("beer, now there's a temporary solution!") don't ever think i'm too busy to be there for you. i may be gone but i'll come back. don't i always?
wine caress my tongue and take me gently away to where everything is perfect.