Don't stop me now
I'm about to go out with the girls here for the very first time and the only reason why I am going out is because I need to have a life; I need to feel like I can have a very different life from the life I'm living right now! I have to remind myself of who I am, of what I want, know that I can handle being by myself and that I'l be ok! I still don't understand why I feel so guilty for wanting to have fun, feel sexy and feel like a woman that any man would die to have in his arms! But don't worry... I will get over it!! I know I will!