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What has been wrong with me lately??? I'll tell you... I feel like everything that I do is wrong, terrible, or not good enough for anyone. I have had a very bad few days dating back to saturday, and things have not been looking up since then. I feel like a failure and a waste of space. I sometimes feel like I don't have anyone over here. I feel alone a lot of the times and that I am just fending for myself. Most of my friends are nowhere near me, and sometimes I feel like DeAnna is the only one that I can turn to. I end up screwing up everything else with everyone else, and without her I would have no one. I would be alone and have nothing to look forward to. It is pretty sad when I go to a restaurant to watch a football game by myself. Sometimes I wonder what in the world am I doing here..... those are my thoughts for tonight.... i got things to do so leave a message...