Feb 21, 2006 21:27
someone: i got another song lyric for you
someone: you smiled at me for no reason...and that would be about the time...that i fell in love with you...for the first time
someone: somebody like you reminds me...that there is a heaven...and there is a perfect girl...with a perfect smile...and if i could only be with you...then i would be in a perfect world
god i am so lucky-- and i didn't even realize it. the only question now is...what do i do about this? this is the first time in a really long time that i have not known what to do about a situation. i am usually so damn sure of myself. but i am testing boundaries that i thought were set in stone when i was born.
we are will and grace...but what do will and grace eventually end up doing? what happens to their story? do i have time to figure that out? or do i carve my own path--go my own way. make up my own story...who the hell knows. i watched a movie on valentines day. it really had an incredible impact on me...in my state of drunkeness even. it really got me thinking...what would i do if i was in the situation that the man was in--in the movie. you all have no idea what im talking about, haha too bad. i dont want to hurt anyone, but i need to not be afraid to take chances and risks. i just dont know how i feel about it all. i will need to think about it for a while to assess the situation properly. haha.
all i know is i am going to bed. hah.
goodnite.