coffee is the death of me.
it's 3am. this whole sleeping thing just isn't working out for me and when classes start, it will be the death of madison.
i know i shouldn't be writing this right now, but i have so much on my mind, i can't sleep--and im afraid i won't remember all of these things tomorrow [when i want to].
went to a rugby party tonite. some people never change. sad but true. then again, you could also look at that as a wonderful thing. i went out with an old friend tonite, i never have time to see her, and i really realized how fortunate i am to have a friend like this. i absolutely love holding deep conversations--and really i've realized that i cant ever really relate to people that i can't be deep with. it just occured to me that the best friends you will ever have are the ones that will always tell you exactly what they are thinking, will listen to what you are saying--and repeat it back to you as opposed to people only hearing you. i am not writing correctly right now. my apologies. i have too much to say.
i hate it when i have soo many damn things on my mind, and it's hard to put all into words. i can run it all through my head over and over again analyzing it and re-analyzing it, and yet when i get on here to spit it out, i can't.
i feel like when i have down time to sit and think about things, i always resort to re-analyzing things that i've left off at previously. i can never stop thinking about situations, people, etc... maybe its a good thing-- maybe it will be helpful down the road to law school.
now that i have said none of the things i initially got on here to say, i think im going to go to bed. anxious? sorry. my brain hurts. maybe it will come back to me tomorrow. i think i will carry around a notepad from now on, and write down the things that i want to write on here, because clearly my memory is non-existant.
goodnite ;)
i know i shouldn't be writing this right now, but i have so much on my mind, i can't sleep--and im afraid i won't remember all of these things tomorrow [when i want to].
went to a rugby party tonite. some people never change. sad but true. then again, you could also look at that as a wonderful thing. i went out with an old friend tonite, i never have time to see her, and i really realized how fortunate i am to have a friend like this. i absolutely love holding deep conversations--and really i've realized that i cant ever really relate to people that i can't be deep with. it just occured to me that the best friends you will ever have are the ones that will always tell you exactly what they are thinking, will listen to what you are saying--and repeat it back to you as opposed to people only hearing you. i am not writing correctly right now. my apologies. i have too much to say.
i hate it when i have soo many damn things on my mind, and it's hard to put all into words. i can run it all through my head over and over again analyzing it and re-analyzing it, and yet when i get on here to spit it out, i can't.
i feel like when i have down time to sit and think about things, i always resort to re-analyzing things that i've left off at previously. i can never stop thinking about situations, people, etc... maybe its a good thing-- maybe it will be helpful down the road to law school.
now that i have said none of the things i initially got on here to say, i think im going to go to bed. anxious? sorry. my brain hurts. maybe it will come back to me tomorrow. i think i will carry around a notepad from now on, and write down the things that i want to write on here, because clearly my memory is non-existant.
goodnite ;)