Apr 29, 2005 15:55
Well tomorrow I leave for Cedar Point. I'm so excited I can't wait. I've missed everyone so much! A part of me is really nervous though, because last summer I went up there thinking no way could it beat 2003 for being the best summer, and it passed it up the first month I was there, so i'm just nervous that this summer won't hold up to last summer. A lot of my great friends I made last summer won't be there, and that makes me sad, but I can't wait to make new friends. I think i'm finally getting use to saying goodbye to friends. The past 2 summers I balled when I had to say good bye to my friends, this year so far I haven't cried at all. So i'm getting stronger!! I didn't get to go see everyone that I wanted to (sorry Aaron) I'll come down on either my first or second day off and spend it with you.
I'm really confused about a lot of stuff that's going through my mind right now, but that seems to be the story of my life lately. It'll all figure itself out eventually. A lot of you can probably guess what i'm talking about, for everyone i'll let you ponder it for a while and i might eventually tell you if you're lucky enough!
Tomorrow I have my cousins wedding in the morning, and then I get to get out of Mt. Vernon I can't wait. My plans for tomorrow night are still sketchy, not for sure exactly what i'm doing yet, but hopefully I'll be having fun, and they might involve a cutie! Always a plus. LOL. Well I need to get off here and go see my last few people here in town then off to bed for me. I have early mornings for at least the next 2 days and i'm guessing probably more than just the next two. I probably won't update anymore before I leave so Have a great summer, and i'll randomly update over the summer when I find some time.