Mar 14, 2005 19:03
Well, today I'm back in the swing. I'm not mad at Jon anymore, but I still don't really want to be around him. I guess I made an impact yesterday when I slammed the door (oops, I honestly didn't mean to) because in our two classes today that we share, he sat far away from me...hehe. He talked to me after Phil. though, and wanted to know where we stood. DUH idiot, you dumped me...no, but I told him I'm fine and I'm not mad, I just don't want to hang out or anything. I told him he was a big wuss, and that he messed up a lot, but I forgive him because God gives me grace, so so should I, and because I've learned a lot from all this. This just means that there is something more in store for my future, and that is EXCITING, not depressing. He said that whenever I was ready, he still wants to be friends. Well, I'm not ready yet. Haha. It's Tausha's 21st birthday today!!!! We're going to Chili's for dinner, which should be mucho de fun-o. Well, lots of love, peace. <3 Jackie