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So...I'm trying really hard not to be bitter with Jon, not always quite as successfully as I might hope. I just keep thinking of more things that make me angry, and I don't want to be angry over any of this. I wish I could get away from Concordia for awhile, I'm in desperate need of distraction. Boredom is the worst, because it just makes time to mull over how upset I am. I really wish this didn't effect me like it does...I would much rather just move on with things, but I can't seem to get him out of my head. Damn Jon. This summer will either be really good, or really hard, preferably the former. Hopefully being at the daycare with all of that drama will take my mind of the sitch, and ease the pain. I hope I get to do some hiking and/or canoeing this year. I miss being outdoors so much. The beach is great, but it's still no mountain. I'm trying to decide what I should major in, before I end up having to stay in college for 7 years because I screwed around...any ideas? I'm thinking English, but honestly, I'm not sure if I'd enjoy that as much as I would like to think. Well, speaking of English, I have to get to class. Yet another day with professor Moyer...hip hip hoorah.