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Dec 04, 2005 19:00

How do you move on from the most amazing thing in your life? Jason and I are broke up and I don't see any chance of us getting back together. He was my everything. The hardest part is that nothing happened to end our relationship. He just lost that magical feeling you have in a relationship (the feeling most refer to as butterflies). He was everything I ever wanted in a life partner and more but it just wasn't meant to be and I don't understand that yet! He treated me better than any person ever has in my entire life. We never had a fight(which was a huge change from my previous relationships) and rarely had anything less than an awesome time when together. He taught me so much about what I want and what I deserve out of life and other people. From previous relationships, I have always walked away knowing what I DON'T want in a relationship. From Jason, I can walk away knowing exactly what I DO want. He has set my standards so high, I feel sorry for anyone who tries to date me. I will not accept anything less that everything.
I'm hurting really bad inside and this feeling really sucks. I know it will pass with time but right now I need the love and support of my friends and I thank those that have provided me with this.
I can't talk about it anymore right now...
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