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I just want to be with him. All the time and I can't and it sucks! I have spent almost every extra penny I can spare on trips to visit him and I just found out that those trips are going to be at a stand still as of early December. How come not even a week after he reports to his unit in NC do they have to go and deploy them all to Afghanistan? Huh? Why so darn soon? Grr!!! I knew it was coming but I REALLY didn't expect it this soon. I guess I should be happy that it's there and not Iraq but it's for a whole entire year! It was hard enough dealing w/Jeremy being gone for 7 months now I have to go a whole year. The worst part is that we haven't really gotten to be together very much and now that little bit of time I have had with him is going to dwindle down to a phone call here and a letter there! Bah! This sucks so much!!! Y do I always fall for these military boys that keep getting taken away from me.
On the an un-selfish note, I am very happy for him. I know this is an opportunity that he has been waiting to get for a long time. I know he's going to love putting to use everything he worked so hard to learn and I know he's going to be super wonderful at it! He's going to make me even more proud of him than I already am!
Ok, I'm going to go curl up with a good book to take my mind off things for a while...
On the an un-selfish note, I am very happy for him. I know this is an opportunity that he has been waiting to get for a long time. I know he's going to love putting to use everything he worked so hard to learn and I know he's going to be super wonderful at it! He's going to make me even more proud of him than I already am!
Ok, I'm going to go curl up with a good book to take my mind off things for a while...