Friend.
*Karinu* Also, I want to apologize for not being more critical of Cyan's position when he was expressing his doubts... In large part I really wanted to see you have a chance to get away from your parents' influence, and that influenced my thought \
*Karinu* patterns regarding that...
Pteryx nods... "Accepted, easily."
*Karinu* I might also have been afraid of being in the position of possibly dissuading him... I always wished I could do something to help, so I was a little afraid I might be jealous of his having the ability to do so, and that might have influenced \
*Karinu* my judgement. So I tried not to judge at all.
*Karinu* When it comes to big stuff I will sometimes just assume the worst about myself rather than risk deluding myself about myself...