2016 can go suck a buffet of dicks!!
ughhh so it's my last day of vacation and of course my mom fucking falls on the driveway and lands on her arm so instead of doing anything i wanted to do i get to take her to the hospital.
i left her there because she's gonna be there all night but i came home and my dad freaks out at me because he has the mental capacity of a 5 year old now.
i just hate everything so much. it's just a non ending stream of shit, every day is like why bother getting out of bed.
now i have to go back to work tomorrow and i'm so depressed about it. it was so nice to be home. i mean even though my home is a shitshow it was nice to sleep in and not shower and be with the cats.
why does life have to be so shitty.
i barely even got a break. i spent the whole time cleaning, and still have nothing to show for it because my room is still a shitshow.
oh also i have a cold.
anyways it feels like i barely had a break, barely had any time off. i'm so jealous of everyone who gets time off. like obviously i should have been a teacher so i could actually get more than 2 weeks off work but i hate kids and i'd be a shitty teacher but at least i'd know the difference between there or their.
the only people i know who live comfortably, who actually have futures, are teachers. the rest of us are all fucked living basic wages while everything else goes up in this city.
like i'm comparing my life to my friend who's a teacher and for these 2 weeks off she's going to New York City, Montreal, NYE party with me and the Centennial Classic.
meanwhile I get barely any time off and haven't had a chance to relax let alone travel and party.
i honestly think it's time to get off all social media because all i see are people being happy, everyone except for me.
you know in the old days no matter how shitty my life got i was always like well , at least i have a good family. but now i'm losing them and once i lose both my parents i'll literally have nothing.
now i don't even know how to get back to the hospital to pick her up/
i left her with my phone but i dont think she knows how to use it
and now she's probably going to catch another flu while there.
i left her there because she's gonna be there all night but i came home and my dad freaks out at me because he has the mental capacity of a 5 year old now.
i just hate everything so much. it's just a non ending stream of shit, every day is like why bother getting out of bed.
now i have to go back to work tomorrow and i'm so depressed about it. it was so nice to be home. i mean even though my home is a shitshow it was nice to sleep in and not shower and be with the cats.
why does life have to be so shitty.
i barely even got a break. i spent the whole time cleaning, and still have nothing to show for it because my room is still a shitshow.
oh also i have a cold.
anyways it feels like i barely had a break, barely had any time off. i'm so jealous of everyone who gets time off. like obviously i should have been a teacher so i could actually get more than 2 weeks off work but i hate kids and i'd be a shitty teacher but at least i'd know the difference between there or their.
the only people i know who live comfortably, who actually have futures, are teachers. the rest of us are all fucked living basic wages while everything else goes up in this city.
like i'm comparing my life to my friend who's a teacher and for these 2 weeks off she's going to New York City, Montreal, NYE party with me and the Centennial Classic.
meanwhile I get barely any time off and haven't had a chance to relax let alone travel and party.
i honestly think it's time to get off all social media because all i see are people being happy, everyone except for me.
you know in the old days no matter how shitty my life got i was always like well , at least i have a good family. but now i'm losing them and once i lose both my parents i'll literally have nothing.
now i don't even know how to get back to the hospital to pick her up/
i left her with my phone but i dont think she knows how to use it
and now she's probably going to catch another flu while there.