I did it all?
I am in the strangest of places right this second. My "MUST BE DONE" list is....done.
This NEVER happens.
Let me clarify-- this is not my general, "I should get to this stuff sometime" list. This isn't even my "I must do this this week" list. This is, simply, what had to be done today. That might seem like a tiny accomplishment, but its earth shattering enough that I am sitting here stressing over the certainty that I MUST have forgotten SOMETHING on the list. But...
My kids are bathed, in bed, and clothes are ready for tomorrow.
Laundry is sorted and begun, largely courtesy of hubby.
My car has gas.
Lunches are made, courtesy of hubby.
My work for work is finished-- all classes planned for, tests graded that can be returned tomorrow, AP planning loosely finished for several days, and extra curriculars (yearbook layout and computer work) was done hours ago.
The last chapter on a fan fic is posted. Another fanfic was begun.
I got to watch House in real time, for a change.
All my homework due for my principal class tomorrow is typed and just needs to be printed at school tomorrow.
My yearbook meeting is planned.
My student teacher/visitor schedule for tomorrow is typed up and waiting for her arrival.
i even got to sleep until 11 today, since I am not feeling well (why do teachers only get sick on long weekends and Christmas break?).
And yet-- I feel like I forgot something and that there will be this moment-- probably waking me up abruptly at 2 AM so that I can't get back to sleep-- that I forgot something important.
I am so used to running the treadmill of life that I don't know how to deal with a temporary break in it. I'm supposed to be relaxing and all I can do is sit and worry. Am I alone in this insanity, or do you understand what I mean?
This is so freaky.
This NEVER happens.
Let me clarify-- this is not my general, "I should get to this stuff sometime" list. This isn't even my "I must do this this week" list. This is, simply, what had to be done today. That might seem like a tiny accomplishment, but its earth shattering enough that I am sitting here stressing over the certainty that I MUST have forgotten SOMETHING on the list. But...
My kids are bathed, in bed, and clothes are ready for tomorrow.
Laundry is sorted and begun, largely courtesy of hubby.
My car has gas.
Lunches are made, courtesy of hubby.
My work for work is finished-- all classes planned for, tests graded that can be returned tomorrow, AP planning loosely finished for several days, and extra curriculars (yearbook layout and computer work) was done hours ago.
The last chapter on a fan fic is posted. Another fanfic was begun.
I got to watch House in real time, for a change.
All my homework due for my principal class tomorrow is typed and just needs to be printed at school tomorrow.
My yearbook meeting is planned.
My student teacher/visitor schedule for tomorrow is typed up and waiting for her arrival.
i even got to sleep until 11 today, since I am not feeling well (why do teachers only get sick on long weekends and Christmas break?).
And yet-- I feel like I forgot something and that there will be this moment-- probably waking me up abruptly at 2 AM so that I can't get back to sleep-- that I forgot something important.
I am so used to running the treadmill of life that I don't know how to deal with a temporary break in it. I'm supposed to be relaxing and all I can do is sit and worry. Am I alone in this insanity, or do you understand what I mean?
This is so freaky.